無法不想到他,希望他現在在一個舒服充滿陽光的地方。
獻給陪伴了我們將近十四年的你。
Donny, our little buddy who had kept us companied for the last 14 years has passed away last week. We see it coming, it was not sudden. First he start puking up whatever we fed to him. Then he refuse to eat anything, even water. I can feel life fading when I give him one last shower and hold him in my arms - he was just fading. There’s no other way to describe it. You can feel something is leaving his body minute by minute, so gentle yet brutal. And he knows, oh he definitely knows. He was leaning on my chest like it’s the last time, and it was.
Finally I put him back into his little bed and went upstairs. I prayed for him, prayed to the Buddha to take good care of him when he’s there. Then the next early morning he was gone. Just like that, a corpse without life.
Yet I can still feel his presence - I know we will meet again someday. We miss him though. We miss having seeing him every morning, day and night. We miss his shiny eyes. Yet his time has come, and I was sure he was ready to head off to somewhere without any pain.
I know he’s running around on a green grass field somewhere. I’m sure. This gives my crying face a gentle smile when ever I think about him.